Horoscope, Relationships Between People

I WANT TO LOVE AND BE LOVED. Hello my dear readers and readers! With respect to you Nicholas! Although I have a different name. I want to tell my story. It's not easy for me. To begin with, I come from Stavropol. If you know these places. Then I will not explain much. I'll tell you in brief. I live in the village. Near the city. And 250 km away from us begins Dagestan and Chechnya. Recently, Chechnya and Dagestan have started to quietly survive from our villages and towns. Occupy our homes. That is, to buy and occupy jobs. So. That in our villages and towns there is not much work. To feed the family. Some families leave for work. Some just leave the men. But where are the women. If a man is a drinker or something else does not persevere. Well. I'll start with that. That having finished school. I entered the pedagogical school. Finished it. Then she worked 3 years in kindergarten and enrolled in one-year courses in the profession of secretary-referendum. Worked on this specialty for 7 years. Working in one of the enterprises of the neighbor city. I met a guy. I liked him externally. But I somehow did not look into the soul and the haraakter at once. And now I'm sorry. But since I had small health problems. Then my doctors advised me to get married and have children. That this sore has resolved. But it was not there. Married then I went out. But the sores increased. Than was. The thing is. That having married in order to cure sores associated with the female reproductive system. We sometimes do not know. That we can get a lot of sores. Associated with a violation of the nervous system. I'll tell you. why! When I got married and did not check the similarities of the characters on the horoscope. Although at that time books and encyclopedias were published on this subject, it was only after the divorce that I understood. That we are of a different nature and that's why we could not get along together for a single day we did not have. So that we do not swear, and then it comes down and applause. Children of course all seen as their dad rages. Although almost all the time they lived with my grandparents-my parents. I'm on a Libra horoscope. Cock. He is the Aquarius Dog. I divorced with him when the children were 4 and 5 years old. Tired of beatings and drunken and smoky faces. He did not bring a penny into the house. Only waking up in the morning. Asked for money to work. To go to the city by bus. That's how my ten years of living together with my first husband passed. Then I continued to work but only in another organization, the social service. After a while. That is, after 1 year and 6 months I get acquainted with another man. But older than me for 10 years. We began to live with him as a civil marriage. He worked in the North, and he had considerable money from that time. He drank half the way. Going to work and work. Distributed in the village to friends and relatives. But I also had enough. From work I did not count. As well as knowing a proverb or saying. Nobody needs other people's children. I earned them myself. And he fed me and helped with the purchases of food. Furniture and repair and construction. buying a car. But I did not see love and affection again. This fucking booze was spinning around me. Did I somehow force myself such husbands to myself? Or, in fact, there are no normal peasants in our country with whom you could link your life? This marriage was also not happy for me again, because. That the second husband, too, was on the horoscope of Aquarius but according to the year 1960. Again the incompatibility of the characters is complete! Even give birth to children. Do we really need such that they fit our character and then they will obey us in everything? And with the second husband, I also divorced. Tired of drinking everyday. And to feed the children and learn them in the technical school. I had to go to another country for work. Since we have almost no work in the village and the salaries are not allowed to learn the children. Dress them up. To feed and maintain a house, to pay for services and to support myself and help my parents, I had to leave the house and let my elderly and sick parents leave it. To send them some amount of money and learn the children, leaving for the other side to work. I've been working in the other region for 3 years already. But my personal life is not settled again. How to be. But you want to love and be loved! So you want to caress! I work in a state institution and I liked one man here. He's not very cute. But by some criteria I'm drawn to it and so much. That I can not do anything. I recently found out his date of birth. And as you think. Yes. This person comes to me on a horoscope and on months and on years. After reading all the compatibility for these indications. I realized. Why I was so attracted to him. Explain, please. In fact it is necessary to marry by such standards or as it is called? Or is this not so? This person is on the horoscope Gemini-Snake. I'm a Libra-Rooster. If it is true. So why do we then get married or marry not by these criteria? For what? To listen to each other all sorts of filth and mats in the direction of each other? Or maybe you should really think about this outcome of the case? I looked 4-5 years ago on the TV channel TNT or NTV. That's the topic was in the transfer. To find a soul mate and be happy or happy with her. It is necessary that between us there was some sort of gravity or as explained there. That between two just passing people there must run or spark some spark. And we must feel it. Passing just past each other. Here I have this man this happened. I feel like he is walking behind me. Because the heat passes through my back and through the entire chest reaches the chest. My heart starts beating fast. When I meet him, I start working more and my mood gets better. When he is not at work. I almost do not work. It's like a charger for me and I'm an energy-saving battery. Here is my story. And now explain. What is happening to me and what are these feelings? Could it really be this similarity of characters that affect so much? Yes, I want to try to find a man for a cohabitation! Maybe I can be happy with the one who does not like and to whom the menya so much attracts? Yes. I want to love and be loved! And that the relationship between people was not like that. Which are actually. At the moment people are evil some.