Fears ...

It took me a quarter of a century to finally learn for myself that fears are insolent vagiugs, uncompromising, greedy, eternally hungry dirty people, do not put a finger in your mouth, let me take away happiness! All the others are not alike - small, big, huge, chilling souls ... With some we are born, others catch us on the net day by day, sucked into a black impenetrable hole.
And there is not a single person on this perishable Earth, not experiencing fears. There is no such hero who does not know them. We all, believe me, we are all afraid of something! Well, I'm talking about girls, I do not want to talk about men ... Op-na! That's the fear of being broken by horrors, even in theory)))
Ok, men are also afraid! And I will prove in consequence)))

"Do not fly (-la) would ..."
"Somehow it's not convenient for me to refuse, because they ask for it, they will be offended ..."
"Suddenly they will burn me ..."
"Kapets, what I am fat, all passers-by laugh at me ..."
"He's a director, he can yell for no reason, I can not ..."
"I will not spoil relations with her, she will talk my secrets ..."
"She is really prettier than me, I am a terrible toad compared to her ..."
"Suddenly he will leave me ..."
"The tooth hurts unbearably, but I'm scared to go to the dentist ..."
"I'm afraid to sail from the shore, underwater monsters are waiting for my slender legs ..."
"How I love him, but I'm afraid he will reject me ..."
"I have a wrinkle, I'm dying! ..."
"I do not know what to choose, how not to lose ..."
"I'd rather not say anything, but they'll think that I'm a fool ..."
"A gynecologist is just an eerie beast, and the instruments on the table are objects of torture ..."
"Suddenly I'll buy this dress, but tomorrow the discount will be on it ..."
"I will not survive if I get better again ..."
"I can not fall in love anymore, I do not want to love anymore ..."
"If I'm face to face, then I will not enter the door ..."
"Damn, there's a jamb! Now they'll really get fired! .."
"God, that's impossible! Gray hair ..."
"In the darkness, someone is sitting and wants to grab my leg ..."
And pr, pr.

Do you know?

I do not know what suddenly broke in my head, whether the aging process that has begun, or whether the mind has become more, or maybe quite a different reason, is unclear to the village. However, a few days ago I woke up with the thought that I STILL WANT for all this army of fears !!!
And then I suffered ...

The first step of liberation was a sudden for himself the sharpest response to the addressed taunts. The lady choked, drowned, and for a long time coughed. Then, for the first time, the very feeling arose that it became freer to breathe. And pride for myself sang a tenth higher.
To the evil of all sharks and monsters in my head, I reached the buoys 20 times. So what? I became less. Hands and feet, thank God, on the ground.
Gray hair? I pulled it out and forgot)))
It was more difficult with the refusal of another crazy evariator of some fucking cosmetics and dietary products. Nothing, pronounced a brick face in syllables: "I AM NOT INTERESTED!" And a drilling uninterrupted view was freed from the obsessive business lady in the second minute. I again felt light and happy.

Striking out incomprehensible relations, I realized that it was long overdue. Points to put is not so and terrible, on the contrary, it is useful. And why regret if there is nothing more to draw on? Let them be surprised.
I always wanted to publish something, but embracing a sense of embarrassment, embarrassment, fear of being misunderstood, unrest due to possible condemnation, criticism ... Well, here's my Wishlist and will come true, here I will finish and press "publish."

This is just the beginning. My beginning. Believe me, it's great to shoot at fears! Life and truth can become simpler, better, more interesting.

Breathe quietly, forget about trembling in the limbs, dizziness and furious heartbeat in the most ordinary situation, is not it sometimes separates us from happiness?

So what? Surrender?

Your case, but I decided firmly - between us henceforth war!